urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laurrbaby laurrbaby laurrbaby 2007-01-25T03:38:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:laurrbaby:737 2007-01-25T03:38:07Z 2007-01-25T03:38:07Z I just started this journal. <br />It'll get better the more i write, i promise. <br />Welllll, today was definitely alot better than yesterday.<br />school was a lot better, second semester sucks though.<br />church tonight was good, when she was telling us about not feeling worthy enough and everything, it really got me thinking, i've really been having self doubt about looks and everything else, i was too self conscious.<br />and i kinda broke down<br />but it felt better after<br />everything's getting better....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />She is running<br />A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction<br />She is trying<br />But the canyon's ever widening<br />In the depths of her cold heart<br />So she sets out on another misadventure just to find<br />She's another two years older<br />And she's three more steps behind<br /><br />Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?<br />Or does anybody even knows she's going down today<br />Under the shadow of our steeple<br />With all the lost and lonely people<br />Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me<br />Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?<br /><br />She is yearning<br />For shelter and affection<br />That she never found at home<br />She is searching<br />For a hero to ride in<br />To ride in and save the day<br />And in walks her prince charming<br />And he knows just what to say<br />Momentary lapse of reason<br />And she gives herself away<br /><br />If judgement looms under every steeple<br />If lofty glances from lofty people<br />Can't see past her scarlet letter<br />And we never even met her<br /><br />He is running<br />A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction